Haunted by a Dream

I found this in a draft I had written forever ago, but I really liked it. Last night I had a dream, That you had left my side And all I did was sit there I woke up and I cried This morning when I called you I couldn't find the strength To tell you I was really mad For leaving in my sleep Today at lunch I kissed you And secretly I feared That every kiss was meaningless My only response: tears And in my dream, when you left I couldn't say a thing I tried to open up my mouth But out came silly strings Of words I couldn't bear to say Words I didn't want to need The haunting fear of memory From things inside a dream So if my mind just wants to say "i couldn't let you go" Or if it's trying to warn me, I wouldn't ever know I'm scared to tell you of that night For fear it might be true Or fear that it's not nearly right I fear it might change you.